liberty of speech..or rather..liberty of type =)

haihs...finaly i have the freedom off myself...right here i can blog without feeling guilty for anything i type...=) =)
becky=a friend of mine....hahahah...her idea of having kids..way totally different from mine...but i support her fully...she plans to adopt a few kids..not concieve them..but adopt..ahhha a hispanic kid...an asian..an ang moh and so one...ahah..and her names for her kids..ahaha..one of them will be called jamie gerrard micheal bill bob carragher..ahahahha..is that right becky?..and my friends and i will be sending our children to her football club...=) =) all the way becky..I am so proud to have a friend who thinks like you..=)) when you really adopt...wah..i'll bebeaming for months la...=)....

the last week has been absolutely dreadful..how i wish i can erase this whole one week from my life...so many bad thigs happened...=(...i lost my best friend for a few days..i almost quit church..I almost cut ties with some of the best friends i could ever dream of having..haihs..
and i realised...that..people whom i hold dearest to my heart...and whom i call my best friends...well..they can't seem to accept me for who and what i am...they expect me to mould myself into something they can accept...haihs..i find that extremly disappointing..but..i can e like that...whatever it is..they are my best friends..but..sometimes..i know..i can be extremely hard to please...

haihs..dunno la..=)

i need to have my dinner...i've had so many slices of chocolate cake today..yummy..my aunt baked me soem cakes.so..i was alone at home...mmmmmmmm =))

well..i want to have my dinner...

good night world...=(,,,,

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