six feet from the edge...haha..now i get the song..

...haihs...i miss white chocolate so much la...=(...errol..give her back to me la....
was talking to peay while having lunch.. pity la..i saw apryl crying..i asked her what was wrong.and she put up a so super fake smile and said nothing...hiahs..i felt so bad..wanted to go comfort her..and then peay pei told me..leave a girl alone when she is crying...haha..

haihs..i hope everything is okay with her la...

this emerson ar.. dunno la...yesterday was trying to start a conversation with him..and i dunno if he was just not amused,busy or plain sarcastic la..haihs...sigh sigh sigh.....=(..super the sad la....

No matter what people are telling me...i don't think things will ever be the same ....i think this is very true because when we were not at talking terms..a whole lot of opinions were shared...accusations thrown a each other..nd most importantly..the three of us..were very honest to each other...those things we said..well,,they cannot just be taken back like that...cos some of them seemed to have been built up over time...

Now i don't even knw if i am still going to be his best man on his wedding day...i don't even know if i will be invited..=(

haihs...dun care la....=(..as long as i am still there for the both of them...my duties are done.=)

...i thin it very hypocritical...why bother preach forgiveness and acceptance,when we can't even practise what we preach.....deng la...


deng..deng..deng....