sid..you know those periods in life where all you keep facing are disappointments?
sighs...
sid...i miss how i use to be..when we don't care about stuff surrounding us...
i miss the way school protected me from everything outside..
so much for no worries..yok choi tong..connect group leading...drinking milo and chatting...cooking..making music...going to adelaide...all that....everything that was promised was never delivered...sighs...
sid man...ever had suicidal thoughts before?...sid sid sid..i need you man...where are you?
kau tak sayang aku lagi ke?
bila kau nak datang balik...dunia aku tak tenteram...dimana-mana sahaja wujud kepiluan...sid..
aku benci diri aku lah...
sid..almu..sighs..
aku tak sayang diri aku lagi..
sid ngan almu...kalau ada benda bodoh terjadi...maafkanlah aku ya...
almu man...if we meet again..we'll eat mee together in the canteen with mahbar and you can lend me the dollar twenty i need to buy it..
sid...kalau kita berjumpa lagi...aku akan tolong kau score lagi satu gol yang membanggakan kelab kita...
aku nak mati dah ni..tak tahan betul la...macam nak masukkan pemutar skru ke dalam hati aku and turn it and twist it and say screw you to all the emotions i have..
sakit hati la sidek...bila kita rasa macam orang tak sayang kita..or bila orang buat macam kita tak mungkin disayangi...sighs...sid...almu...if i die ar...i'll see you guys in our studio in bangsar...sighs...
isabella adalah...kisah cinta dua dunia..
mengapa kita bertemu namun akhirnya terpisah..
siang jadi hilang..ditelan kegelapan malam...
amy search..pak cik aku ngan pak cik sid ngan pak cik almu...
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
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hey danush! this is juz a phase of life you have to go through! I've been through it myself... So, i DO understand and am not juz saying it. Suicidal thoughts? Checked! But thank God i did not execute any of 'my plans' back then! Life will have its fair share of ups and downs. Sure, we feel the downs more ... that's human! I juz hope u'll b fine. Don't give up on life just yet. There's more to come! As for the expectations we have on our friends... yeah, we'll get disappointed at least every once in a while.. maybe, instead of pointing fingers to our friends or feeling self-pity, wondering whether what u've done that that may have contribute to the current situation.... we should juz learn when to 'let go'. It's easy said than done that's for sure but you can alwiz and SHUD try! So... be strong!!! Please...
bouhahahah,...of course i will be strong...guess who i met here???
Edwardy Tai Yuen Han....old times la..hahhahha
finally another morian lar...
funny thing is i was just thinking today how i hate the people here and miss everyone back home, especially mbsians.
hahaha. suicide wont do any good. how bout cut your wrist then pour some lime onto it?
relax la..ever heard of bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian? we're gonna make it man. cause we're a fucking tripod!
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