amaiyee!!!!

here i go...so dishonestly leave a note..for you my only one.=(


,,,stupid la that song...so jiwang la....i hate that song as much as i love it.....

...today was bad....i was admitted into hospital....my lungs gave way la..babi...couldn't breathe....i spent a few hours reading two blogs...ahahah...and yeah....i bought a new pump..double dosage of ventolin..that means...i can play football in the haze =))....
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i have beem playing my violin a lot lately..i lvoe it la..all the dents an scratches on it...makes it look so beautiful....=)))

...i have been confirme my position on certain friendships i have...looks like i really cannot expect the best nor can i give the best when it comes to friendships...i will be buying a foosball table when i go to aussie...and yeah..tse kai...i've decided...i will buy my toyota supra in december or february....i have enough money in my trust fund....thanks to my dead grand ma...love her a lot...


...i still sit and thikn of her la..i loved her super a lot....all the time i spent with her when i was a child....that time...my parents..well..they were seperated..as in not living together because of well...erm..some bad things la..so..yeah..i lived with my grandma..and...she took care of me...=))...every morning she'd wake up and make tosai or idlis for me...and they would be those really small and cute ones..=))....then she'd boil hot water for me..and give me a bath...and brush my teeth for...if i wanted to brush that is...ahahahah


then...she'd give me money...and i'd go to this shop behind our house...buy coke..and sarsi..and orange..adn ice cream..and all the junk food in the world....=)))
in the evening,she will give me a whole bowl full of bird feed..and i would throw it all in the ground outside...she use to have hundreds of pigeons...they'd come and eat....then i'll do gardening with her..and yeah..bun all the things we don't want...yea we contributed to the haze ..SO WHAT???



=))))...i loved my gand ma...i miss her so so so much la....really....so much...right now...she seems liek the only one whom i can say that cared for me..and showed it....

I miss her..=))

amaiyee....ahahhaha.....that's what i called her...amaiyee...=)))

=(((...


i want to play games....

i might leave abit early..or abit late for aussie...=))

thanks...


TRIMA KASIH...ahaha..alleycats...