push me,and then just hurt me,till i can get my...satisfaction

12:05


now that You're near

everything really is different...=)) I really don't wan''t to lose You...
He is worht everythign la...His will or not...I am so glad i found Him...really owe esther and emerson for this....haihs.....=)))

Will be leavign soon..really goign to miss alot of people...today i was supposed to meet esther at three or half past it....ahahhah..on the way to jamek she sms-ed me adn sadi that she can't make it in tiem..ahaha..so i thought die la..but nvm la..waited at RAJA BURGER for her...while waiting...i met some fellas...old friends of mine..from victoria and st john..ahahha..lepaked with them....ahahhah watch them smoke cigarretes.=))))

then,,esther appeared...ahhahahawearing orange..almost always wear orange la she..ishh....ahah..at five thirty..then wen to her house....btw..esther scared of cats....ahahha..then i played with elysse...goodness...so beautiful la she...ah boo was it?

ahahhahahah..i have so so so many pics of her now...=))))

i am going to miss her growing up la...haihs...=(


12:39 ..currenty planning how to visit esther in perth with tse kai..babi la..all the flight prices so expensive la...260 australian la..and that is one way...babi....so expensive.....eyeer...haihs...nvm..will do something..currently planni to take the train and go to perth from sydney....guess...the journey will take more than a day la...babi la...haihs.......esther can come sydney ar?????


ishh...listening to YMCA by village people...ahahah..so funniness la...and watchign elysse videos too...my darling la elysse....so cute la..she kissed my phone la..ahahhahahah=)))))
it's fun to stay at the ymca...ahahah


12:54 Oh..anok-anoktokleh meghaso mandi laok
Besaing,maing ghama-ghama
Ale lo ni tuo umurnyo bejuto
Kito usohoJauhke dari malapetako
Ozon lo ni koho nipih nak nak aghi
Keno make asakHok biso wei,pasa maknusio
Seghemo bendo-bendo di dunio
Tokleh teheSapa bilo-bilo


...this is a verse from hijau by zainal abidin..dunno if you all understand cos it is in teh kelantanese dialect of malay.i can la..cos i grew up with malay dialects...ahahah..very nice la...almost as beautiful elysse la....=)) ...but seriously..people dun caer much for earth edi la....haihs...=( I am goign to care as much as possible from now on....
yew joe said he can never enter a curch cos his mom doesn't permit him...haihs..how to save him ar?..anybody..any ideas? please....yj is my half brother..we're almost as good as enemies by the way...ahahah


1:11 ...i hate cockroaches..one just flew unto my hand..i screamed adn threw it away....ahah..listening to head shakign music..satisfaction by benny bernassi or someoen liek that...ahahahha....should i do computing insted of engineering ar?...ishh...crap la...i need guidance la...=S i needa blue rose too..tse kai..give me a blue rose la..babi.....

1:16...drinking milo....goign to sleep now..real sleepy la..i think it's the song la..one day i will write my masterpiece la..one day...push me,and then just hurt me,till i can get my...satisfaction....satisfaction...dumm chik dumm chik..ahahhaha
admiring all the elysse merchandise i have...aahahha..
Victor,I will miss you too la..don't be proud since i said this okay?



need to sleep la...must do quiet time first..wanna ask Him alot of things...=(.....crap la....
=(.I am sure He has a whole load to tell me la..haihs...=)) good at least..He still talks to me la..=))

bye bye.....